Life is a series of many things; triumphs, bruised knees, set-backs, highs and lows, wins, successes, job well done's and everything in between. We know how to celebrate and ride the wave of success when we are surfing high on the crest of our awesomeness. What do we do when we come crashing down? When the force of the the wave hits us so hard it leaves us winded and knocked down. Sure we mostly know how to pick ourselves up, brush ourselves off and get back on the board.

But what if we don't want to?

I'm being serious people. I have been picking myself up, brushing myself back off and going forth to move mountains ever since I can remember. It's been ingrained in my being since I was 'this high'. I'm a warrior princess. I can conquer it all!

Lately I feel like I want to lay down and take a nap. So I am.

I'm not fighting, I'm not brushing anything off, I'm not conquering the world.

I am simply BEing. And doing a whole lot of nothing. Productive nothing.

I am getting to know the NEW me. The more spiritually sensitive, in tune, cosmic goddess me. The me that loves to be in bed at 9, drink tea, relishes the rain, and my solitude me. As a female and Gemini, I can proudly say that this too will ebb and flow as I grow and evolve, but for now, in these moments it is the new ME. I am restructuring, planning, re-cooping, re-organizing, manifesting, actualizing and plotting the expansion of my business. I am spending time exploring new foods getting back to cooking for and from my soul. I am day dreaming of the day that I get to be reunited with my other half and live again as husband, wife and best friends for life. I'm competing only with the person I was the day before, I wake up each day new and refreshed. I am painting, creating and masterminding my world, literally and figuratively.  I am spending more days praying, meditating, day dreaming, journaling and soul diving...getting to my root, my core. I am healing myself energetically, emotionally, spiritually, physically and holistically. I am connected to the Divine space within and surrendering to the Divine loving powers that be.

My lack of get-up-and-go, is leaving me with more fulfillment than I ever imagined. I'm content to stay right here for as long as the energy allows, but I'm excited to see the expansion of everything when the Divine timing is just right.

I suggest you give it a try. Right now, if not sooner.

Namaste,